You were and always will be my best friend. My sweet furry little boy I can only pray you knew how much we adored you.  Words cannot express the deep sorrow that fills our hearts since you have been gone. I held you as your daddy raced on the freeway to get you to the Vet's clinic. We were both panicking. Your meow sounded different that day. When we arrived I rushed you in and handed you rite over the counter to a lady who ran with you and disappeared into the building. They put us in a room and a few minutes later a Lady came in-the second I saw the look on her face my heart sank... Her words paralyzed me with grief. Over the next 4 weeks your Daddy and I sobbed uncontrollably. I could hear you purring, and eating from your dishes. I kept catching glimpses of you at the end of the hall, and out of habit I still look for you outside in your favorite spot next to the big tree.Or on the tree stump where you posed for pictures Sunshine Beast. Your Daddy found himself going to buy your food while shopping and would come home crying. I would sit on my bed to have cereal you would come have some with me. You enjoyed a fresh drink from the bathtub, and  knew how handsome you were and loved for me to scratch your furry chubby legs. Bittersweet  feelings take over remembering all the things you would lay on-whether it was mail, keys, a remote, a cell phone, the keyboard or your Daddy's backpack you'd flop your chubby fur suit on top and lick your fur down and our hearts would overflow Every Part of our existence was wrapped in happiness because of you Boots. You knew all the nicknames we had for you and they all matched your funny little characters. You touched our family and friends lives with your sweet disposition from the time you were a kitten until the day you died . Now you sit on our dresser in a  beautiful wooden box that has your named carved and your ashes inside.  I miss you terribly and  cry for you everyday. Thank you for loving us all the way you did Bootsie. WE LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH OUR SWEET, FURRY LITTLE BOY...